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Um, there's something I wanted to write about just to kind get things sorted in my head.
Last night Paul and I went to my parents for dinner, I left Paul in the lounge whilst I hung out/helped mum in the kitchen. After we got back to mine Paul was really quiet and after we'd watched a bit of tv he said something about not being sure if he should tell me something. He said that whilst he was talking to my dad, my dad was doing paperwork on his laptop and that he kept seeing a dating pop up on my dad's laptop saying 'so and so just viewed your profile' and stuff like that. So of course I had to create a fake online dating profile to try and find him, and I did... except he's called himself Bob. I had been clicking through so many photos that I went a couple past before I realised and it kind of made my brain freeze.
Paul said that he felt really bad for telling me, but it was a really crappy position for him to be put in. I'm annoyed with my dad for not hiding it better.
Obviously I'm annoyed with him about the whole thing. His and my mum's relationship isn't exactly ideal, they get along less than they don't get on. But apart from anything else I'm surprised he's had time to even create a profile. He is such a workaholic. Although I suppose that's a good cover for not being home. Anyway, obviously he's a grown up and he can do what he wants I suppose but I'd really rather not know.
And I wish he hadn't made it so obvious. It wasn't that hard for me to find him, it's not unlikely that someone that knows my parents could see it.
I don't think I can bring it up with him because it'll be obvious that Paul told me and I want them to get on. I might maybe ask Drew if he knows anything about it, he works with dad so I don't know if he would know anything about it.
It's put me on a bit of a downer today, along with Beth telling me she'd been instagram stalking Andrew and that he has a new girlfriend. It just makes me think that people are dicks and what's the point of anything? I was dick when I let myself go and lied about money, Andrew was a dick when he cheated on me multiple times and lied and played games. My mum can be a dick to my dad and clearly he's capable of being a dick.
Anyway... I'm not really sure what to do now that I know.
On a nicer note, Beth gave me this yesterday, it's from Layla, the sweetest thing ever
Xxx
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