STUPID TIME CHANGE~ in MY HOME AWAY FROM HOME ~

Did not have it when I was a kid. And I don’t like it. Actually I don’t like change, so this really sucks. I feel extra tired now and it seems like time goes by slower. They were talking about not having it anymore & I sure wish they would.
One of my friend’s husband passed away a week ago & I have been spending lots of time with her lately. I don’t mind at all, in fact, glad to do it, but its sorta getting to me. Hope I hope sound self-centered, but she is depending on me so much. Like she doesn’t ask me if I can or will do something, she just thinks I will. She told her Son the other day, well when I get ready to go to the airport, Turtle will take me. And then today she said, oh you don’t have to take me to the beauty shop Thursday because Linda said she would. We had not even discussed the beauty shop so I was surprised when she said that. I don’t want to upset her cuz I know its a hard time for her, but I don’t want to depend on me so much. Also, its really depressing for me as she talks about the death & the funeral and the arguments with the family ALL the time and its starting to get to me. She has lots of other friends so I am not sure why she is clinging to me so much. Am I terrible for thinking this way?
The election is almost over, but still not sure who won. I was a bad person as I didn’t vote. I have my reason & really don’t want to discuss it, but I will say, I will be SO GLAD WHEN ITS ALL SAID AND DONE! Whomever wins.
I finished the last antibotic tonight and I’m a little worried cuz it still burns when I go to the potty and also in my lower left side of my back. If its not better tomorrow I will make an appointment with my Dr again.
I think Cooper has some things to talk about but it will have to be tomorrow cuz I’m tired.
Sweet dreams~