When you start a new relationship that takes your breath away everyday- the day that it stops and you realize you’re no longer floating on cloud nine can be a deveatating day.
There’s so much more to it and I know I’m being blindsided. Call me naive, call me head over heels, but for some reason I thought this might be the one.
Here’s my public journey to life after the honeymoon stage. It will have its make or break moments. Maybe we’ll make it-but in this scary moment of unknown, I’m terrified that we won’t, but I know I’m not alone in this world of journey.
So here we go.
Going from this....to this…
To writing this....
I’ve probably been too honest along the way. It’s only been six months, but what you’ve shown and taught me along the way I don’t feel is something we should throw away and I wish you could convince me that I’m not alone in that.
We do need our space. I know that. We both know that. We’ve overwhelmed and consumed our lives with what we think is our love. It is love. I will fight that to the end. What we have IS love. Maybe that’s why it’s so hard. Maybe it has to do with me being so stubborn. I mean who REALLY knows. What happened to our make believe? We never even had to say it felt like make believe or a break from the real world…but now that the real world creeps back upon us we’re left to find the pieces that weeks ago felt to fit together, and put them back together in a new puzzle we didn’t see coming. I mean am I alone in this? Or did you see it coming. I wish I knew.... I know sometimes you wish I didn’t want to know so badly, and I feel Like I should be apologetic for that but, I can’t and I won’t.
All I know is that you’ve brought a new world of love into my life and I refuse to let the real world ruin that.
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