I've lived with anxiety for the last 6-7 years of my life. My mum never believed I suffered with it so badly till I took such a bad attack it took my speech from me. I always fear that it will happen again. Not that anyone would mind because it would give them peace haha! But It was such a scary time nd the recover process felt like it took forever for me to be ok again.
But the last two months trying to deal with bills, balancing books and my own personal emotions have been getting the better of me of late and the last couple of days I've felt all the shitey anxiety feelings and even a new one of this weird anxious feeling in my stomach couples with feeling sick and that weird feeling I get in my chest. I've been thinking "maybe propanalol would be a good idea right now!" but refrained because I've not relied upon them for a good wee while. They do have side affects which would be worrying to my other half, he knows I haven't relied upon them either for months. I dont know how to deal with it really. I know I need to stop avoiding a counciller for the life of me. I need to go and deal with it properly. I hate feeling this way.
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