you know how i feel in a reflection

i'll never kiss you again.

my fingers sailed over my lips and my eyes automatically closed. i inhale and i can still smell the way the sunshine felt on my skin and the ocean breeze against my face. if one can absorb a lover like a drug then she was the hit i would never recover from. my hands still tremble slightly at the thought of the way she would wrap her arms around me and let me pull her closer. this should be a crime to feel something so strong, this deep, that lasting. and without words to

paint the picture.

i open my eyes but the memory shuts them once again. her voice sinks into my bones and i can hear them bouncing to and fro. oh how wicked you are love to let me getthisclose

you'll never kiss me again