Decisions Decisions in The Sorrowful Life

Of course, as soon as I decide to start a new diary, OD comes back online. Figures. That's how most of the crap in my life goes. Maybe I should keep this one anyways, away from my ex... I don't know if I'm strong enough to do that tho'. Since I told him to go away for good a month ago, I've gone thru every day wishing he'd ignore my words. I'm such an idiot... sigh