This Christmas my mom won't be around ... again, I act like I don't really care but I do. I love her, and yet I don't want to tell her. Maybe I want her to feel as lonely for me as I do for her. This sucks! But on the other hand I get a double Christmas. :-)
I wish I could live with her, but I'm with my dad. I love him too, he does the best he can. I don't like it when he blames my mom for stuff, or for his unhappiness. Some people just don't belong together forever. Like me and my ex-boyfriend. When we broke up it hurt a lot- I even wanted to hurt myself, but didn't.
This Christmas I may give myself a gift. I'm not sure what, but it will be something I've always wanted.
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