restless in first time

I really really can't wait for Isaac to just be born already. Only 10 more weeks but it's going by SO SLOWLY. I just really can't wait to move on with the next chapter of our lives.... to feel good, to have fun and mostly to have ENERGY.

Most days I feel like I can just keep my head above water. I can think of all these things to do, all these ways to keep the boys busy and engaged and yet I don't have the energy nor the motivation. And when I get a little bit of push back? Forget it... I just cave and try to bide my time until the next 'have to' comes up.

I guess I do have my good days... I mean Luke IS learning... slowly (it feels) but surely he's making improvements. Even if I have to deal with being uncomfortable from the pregnancy and little Teddy screeching on my knee.

Ugh, I just can't wait to have energy again.... to be nice.... to have this baby out and in my arms!