Decision made in Love

So, I took a bit of stick today for my antics on Saturday night, and having had time to reflect I have decided to meet with Pete on Wednesday based on the fact that we hadnt committed anything to each other in terms of a formal relationship. If nothing, I am loyal, and if this turns out to be the real deal then I will of course commit to him totally and put Saturday night down to a drunken, once in a blue moon opportunity too good to turn down. Yes it was fun, but in hindsight it was also wreckless and foolish, not to mention dangerous, and honestly, it's not what I want out of life or out of love. I was flattered by the attention and it unleashed 8 months of angry, sexual frustration, but its not what I want.