so i finally got my date. i will be getting my surgery on dec. 17th!!!! im so happy and excited. i thought that i would never get my date and that i would be pushed back or something. but so far everything has worked out for the best. i got lucky and got my surgery this year, the doc said that i was lucky cause he was posting people for surgery well into February of next year!!! if that would have happened then i wouldnt be getting surgery at all.
so this past wednesday, roughtly about 4 days ago i started my low cal pre surgeyr diet. i thought that it would be easy and that i would have no problem getting this done and over with. well it has been harder then i thought it would be. there has been times that i have thought, what am i getting myself into, and, after surgery it will be a thousand times harder, and , what if i cant do this? after i think these things i think about what my life will be like if i chicken out and take the easy road out and just give up. that isnt a pretty picture at all. so i suck it up and just do it!!! thats all i can really do.
Stef has been amazing through this whole thing. i know it hasnt been easy to to going back and forth to SLC and back and to put up with my classes and me constantly talking about my surgery this and my surgery that. i know sometimes i annoy her with the endless talk about it, but i am truely excyted for this and cant wait to have this done. only 11 more days till the big day!!!
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