I want the internet back! in Journal

Hey you guys!
I am currently on my 8th day of work in a row, I’m not feeling too bad but I have another week to go until my next day off, next Wednesday! Thanks so much for your lovely comments on my last entry, I am really pleased that I’ve been able to get 10% of my debt ‘saved’ but I think it will slow down quite a lot now, about a quarter of that amount was from me selling some branded things that I thought would go for a fair amount on eBay and I’ve got a big payment coming up at the end of the month for my flat maintenance and ground rent which will eat in to a bit of what I’ve managed to put aside but I’m keeping on and my aim is to get it paid off within 2 years.
I went to mum and dad’s for dinner last night, I usually go every Sunday but couldn’t last week because I was working at the hut. I took round a kind of proposal for getting the internet out, I’d worked out all my expenditure and found quite a good deal with talk talk and explained how I’ve been struggling to get stuff listed on ebay because my data ran out before the end of the month. Dad refused to talk to me about it because he said he’s put mum and Beth in charge of my finances. But the main reason that they don’t want me to have the internet is because they don’t want me to write or read here. So… I am directly defying them and writing about it in here! I find it really weird… they have known that I’ve kept an online diary since the open diary days but I never thought they would have a problem with it and I don’t think they know about PB because they still call it my ‘open diary’. Apparently they think that it’s made me isolated because I think I have these ‘fake online friends’ so I don’t need any real friends. But I have more friends now than when I first started writing, I remember writing quite a lot about how I found it really hard to make friends and I missed having that connection. Paul gets really annoyed that they think that way because he gets that’s it’s important to me and how much I value having a place to write and vent and get you guy’s point of view. And I love checking in with what’s going on with everyone even though I suck at commenting! I started my open diary when I was 21 so I’ve been writing and reading for 9 years! So, I’ve left the details with them and hopefully I’ll get an answer when I see them again on Sunday, it’s frustrating though!
I don’t really have much to update, it was nice to see everyone last night and catch up and get some Rupert cuddles. I did my first solo closes at Pizza Hut on Saturday and Sunday and I don’t think I did too badly, I think I’m getting slightly better at making hot drinks with the barista coffee machine! Paul and I got to hang out on Friday evening when he made me a prawn korma and we drank pink wine and watched gone girl. We also started watching Fear The Walking Dead which I am kind of loving, can’t get enough of those zombies!
Sorry for any mistakes, writing on my phone!
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