Jessica, 06/12/15 in Ryan
- Aug. 22, 2015, 1:57 p.m.
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My schedule with Jess hadn’t been working out and we hadn’t seen each other outside of work for two weeks. At work, we maintained a secret relationship, having lunch together and making out whenever we had the chance. Finally on a Friday we were both free and I was really craving an evening with her.
I went home with her after work on Friday and I asked her what she wanted to do for the weekend. Obviously I knew we’d have a lot of sex, but I wanted to spend time with her and was wondering what other plans we might have. She thought about it and then said she just wanted to hang out and have sex and be naked with me all weekend. I laughed and said it was funny that she wanted to be naked all weekend. We joked about it a little and then agreed we would actually take our clothes off as soon as we got to her place and remain naked until it was time to get dressed for work Monday morning.
It was a weekend of sex and cuddling, cuddling in front of the TV, more sex, and the occasional meal. Since we didn’t want to violate our agreement to remain naked, we couldn’t go out to eat, and we couldn’t even greet a delivery person at the door, so we were left just to eat whatever limited food she had in her place.
On Sunday evening, feeling a little disappointed that our sex filled naked weekend was coming to an end, I told her that I love her. She had said it to me a few times already, but it was the first time I’d said it to her. I realized I was actually in love with a woman, and was committing to a relationship with a woman. I wasn’t really sure how this was going to work for me since I wasn’t openly bisexual and had never considered that I would be. But we couldn’t pretend that our feelings weren’t real anymore.
I also knew that I had a dilemma about still wanting to hook up with people online. On Monday morning she asked me if she could start telling people that we’re a couple. I embarrassingly said yes, mostly because I knew I couldn’t say no.
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