I am in Everything and Nothing

I am the boy
I am the son
I am the boyfriend
I am the one in the way

Hidden from the outside
So much alive on the inside

I am the mistake
I am the regret
I am the boy you wish you never met

Pain and failure, I am strong
My hate, my rage, my pain

I am a lie
I am the reminder
I am the boy stuck in your head

In my eyes
Can’t see you see?
I am a man in need

I am the rage
I am your pain
I am the heartache
I am the blame

Push pin I am
All of it I’ll hold within
In you I remain
I must remove myself
Around you I’m just not the same