Let me tell you.... in Out with the old, in with the new 2015

How much can happen in a month time frame…

We moved into 3 bedrooms 3 bathroom house. It’s so spacious. I love it here. Wildlife live in our backyard. We saw deers, groundhog ( biggest one I ever saw) birds squirrels, chimpunks and hawks. Ryan hear owls hooting at night. It’s quite peaceful. One day when I find out how to put pics on here from my iPhone, I’ll show you.

My grandpa passed away at beginning of May… It still haven’t hit me yet. I mour at the thought of him not being here for my grandma. 60 years of marriage. She lost her best friend and that make me sad. My grandpa wasn’t the kind of grandpa I need and want in life. He’s the one who turn on us many time and the one who forced my parents to marry because I was born out of wedlock, then went after my father because he love, then ( force to marry) an hearing woman. That I’ll never forgive him for.....
His funeral was last weekend and I didn’t go. Now I’m debating on whether to write a letter to my grandma, whom I haven’t see since I’m a teen. (14) and I’m turning 29 next month. It breaks my heart to see pictures of that side of family on FB. They have reunions, celebrations and they all got together, didn’t invite my dad and his children or grandchildren. I think I’m more angry that they want me and my children to show up for the funeral but never bother to call, or write to see how I am doing. What kind of grandparents is that?!? Rant over.

Lexi is on GOTR as I mentioned in previous entry. She isn’t really great at running, she never had the energy and always complained. So I was VERY doubtful about letting her join. But she pleaded so I let her, paid $160. They had 5K last Thursday and we went to support Lexi in her first 5K.... Was surprised to see her running by, FIRST of her school. My girl proved me wrong, proved everyone that hard work pays off. She was so proud, and I was too! Once her mind is set, she could achieve on her goal. That’s how she is. I am beyond proud. She crossed the finish line with a smile on her face and got a medal. She looked at me and gave me a #1 hand signal. Then said ” I told you mom!” She was pretty sore the next day but she said it was a good pain.

My PAP was abnormal. I went in for a biopsy.. But didn’t get because a darn interpreter never show up. My obgyn told me that it’s closer to normal so I’m not concerned about it now… Reschedule for colposcopy on 25th of June!

I hope everything is grand with you all. Yes I’ve been reading you guys. I just hate to write on my phone…