I'd give you the news but nothings changed in A new beginnging.

How about we just jump right in, shall we?
Friday after work I bought my last bit of stuff to get things ready before Tim got to my house.
I showered and got ready and was all set by about 6. Tim got there at like 9. I was a little hangry haha, something happened at work and he didn’t end up getting back to his house until almost 7. So yeah things got off to a bit of a late start, but I was so happy to see him!
I gave him the 2 minute tour and then we started the grill. We sat outside, talked and drank and cooked dinner. Everything turned out really well-like shockingly well, but I think he was playing off the whole “Oh I am used to propane” psht sure buddy :)
We talked a lot. There came a point, pretty much right after he got there, that my nerves just went away. I knew before he got there that we weren’t going to have sex. I just felt it. I feel like him and I are both on this like same page thing.
We both are getting an earful from everyone around us, yet it seems like we are both able to tune that out and just be…us?
Everyone has the best intentions but you know, they are all pretty involved..haha
So Friday we went to bed and we laid there and talked for a long time. Like we both fell asleep in a pause in the conversation. I fell asleep on his chest and I remember waking up and wanting to turn over and then he just like pulled my closer and I just fell back asleep. When I eventually did turn over, he pretty much turned with me and kept his arms around me. It was freaking wonderful.
So Saturday morning we woke up eventually and laid there for about an hour and then he had to get up and go do some work stuff.
I had a great night.
So lets move on. Saturday evening was the Fight watching event at my uncles. This had been in the books for a few weeks. Greg stressed that he wanted me to extend the invite to Tim, even though I assured him he would not be joining us. Duh!
I did tell Tim about it on Friday and he laughed like he does and said, “That sounds kinda fun!”
He does that.
So my brother, Carlson, and myself get to my uncles around 6. I am in communication with Tim the whole time. He sends his cryptic texts “Buffalo is like an hour away from my house!” Yeah dork, it’s cool, everyone knows you aren’t going to put yourself in the awkward family meet yet!
We all start drinking and somewhere in there Tim says that he wasn’t able to go flying because of the weather…he should really just head up. UM YEAH YOU SHOULD
So holy fuck.
He comes.
SERIOUSLY!
I was running around like a crazy person and my face just broke into this smile. “really!!!” I still, almost a week later, can’t believe he actually came.
He got there right before the fight started, came downstairs to my family chanting, “Timmy! Timmy! Timmy!”
The night was a fantastic blur. He seemed so…so himself. Not nervous or awkward, just at home. We drank and played cards until like 3 am when we then pushed couches together to sleep in.
The details of the next morning don’t matter, I’ve said it all already.
Holy shit you guys.
Saturday I am making to trip to Castle Rock to see his house- he is nervous for this. He thinks the country will scare me off. It is adorable.
My uncle told me (before Tim even said he was coming) that he hasn’t seen me so smiley in a really long time.
Rice Crispies.