I always attempt or go out to try and do something new but I get caught in a rut of the same. I don’t inherently believe gaming is bad, I love it actually, but I get caught in it and I find I’m just not doing anything productive or creative. I’ve lost the passion for music too, the crowd -despite my attempts to not bother with all that- have just ruined it for me. There is no ‘brotherhood’ no ‘metal head community’ - it all just boils down to the same bickering and debating over petty things. Seems that is all life is about - great. All I want is to find something to do, something to be passionate about again.
Sam, per usual, is on a tight rope when it comes to being conscious. Shes nearly constantly tired, which makes me think maybe there is something up with her health. Then again, we haven’t been eating right in a while… thank you to Food Stamps which give $18 for her to survive a month. We are hoping they’ve fixed it but its put us in a constant crisis bills wise - and hell, there was yet another NSF fee posted on the account. I don’t know, I wish there was more I could do but no matter what there is never any time before or during a crisis for me to find a solution.
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