Today was supposed to be my last full day and then I'd go to half days. But motherhood comes first. My last day should be the 21st or 22nd.
Recovery is going well. In the suicide lecture God put a stranger in the room who was a police officer. They DON'T arrest someone for being suicidal. If they do anything they'll take the person to an ER. Most of the time it's without handcuffs, depending on circumstance. Another thing that hit home during that lecture is that EVERYONE has worth and no one is worthless. Which is what I was feeling..completely and totally worthless.
I've met a lot of great people in this program. I'm actually glad I went. I am not alone. I am not alone in the darkness. Now I have people who understand what it's like to be in that frame of mind.
I still have a lot of work to do on myself. My recovery is going to be a life long process and not a quick fix. Minus the migraine and a few personal conflicts I feel pretty good.
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