19. in Survey Says

1. Three things I want to say to three different people.

• I wish I knew how to talk to you again… I miss you. Every single day.
• You… you actually make me happy to be myself. So thank you.
• I quit.

2. One of my insecurities. I’m not entirely sure. There are things I don’t like, but I’m not sure I’m insecure about them. Maaaaybe my back? The whole scars thing, but even that I’m not sure.

3. What turns me on. I think certain smells have worked. I hate to admit it, but my ex wore Axe ‘Phoenix’ and that smelled really good on him.

4. One of my bad habits. Cracking my knuckles. It’s such a subconscious habit though that I have the darndest time quitting.

5. Who I wish I could be. You!

6. Where I want to be right now. Anywhere but work. Okay almost anywhere… I don’t want to be in a spider pit either.

7. The last thing I ate. Strawberry Rhubarb Pie. Mmmm

8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately. I tried to do this about four times: nobody ever comes to mind instantly, and even when I think about it, I still can’t come up with someone who is “sexy”.

9. What song I’m currently listening to. The Messenger - The Tea Party

10. The last time I cried and why. I’m pregnant… so it was probably two minutes ago, and it was probably because I’m pregnant.

11. Something I’m excited about. The closest I can get to excited is that the Canucks are on at 2:30 this afternoon… which says a lot about me really.

12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.
Like:

• I push back against adversity
• I’m creative
• My immune system kicks serious butt
• I always got your back
• I am emotionally driven. Yes I do like this about myself.

Dislike:

• I over think… a lot
• Arachnophobia
• My inability to spoil myself
• My stupid feet
• My indecision

13. Three things I want right now. A milkshake. A haircut. A nap.

14. Are you wearing a necklace, who got it for you, where’s it from? Yes. Eoin. People’s.

15. How long was your last phone conversation? I dunno… like 45 minutes? Unless we’re talking work related, in which case it was probably 30 seconds or less.

16. What are you looking forward to? Leaving work.

17. Did you get anything off your chest today? Just some crumbs.

18. How many rings do you usually wear? Minimum of 7, sometimes more.

19. Would you rather go to Canada or California on vacation? I like how the options here are an entire country or just one state. Also… I already live in one of them, and have previously visited the other.

20. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants? Why would you assume I’m wearing pants? That actually sounds odd… but I’m wearing a skirt, so… suck it!

21. Do you call it fall or autumn? Autumn… normally I call it dreary though.

22. Are you an emotional person? Oh yes… very yes.

23. It’s 2 in the morning and you get a text message, who is it most likely from? Nobody really does this to me anymore. I’m outside of the usual 2 am drunk text age now.

24. Do you like long car rides? I love going down long stretches of highway on a sunny day with the windows open and something I like listening to. But I can get harsh motion sickness so… 6 of one, half a dozen of the other.

25. Do you have an adult you can talk to about anything? Well sure. Either of my parents really, and most of my friends are adults :P

26. Last time you saw your dad? Like two days ago I think? I love that he’ll pop by and watch the hockey game with me even though he really doesn’t care one way or another about hockey at all.

27. Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle? I’ve done more than that in a vehicle. And I tell ya, kissing is the only comfortable thing you can do in a vehicle.

28. Do you do your own laundry? I wouldn’t exactly entrust Eoin with it… Mr Grey Load.

29. Would you like the ability to read minds? I want to say yes, but for goodness sakes I’d want to be able to turn that ability OFF. There are some things I wouldn’t be able to unhear

30. Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? Goodness yes. I wouldn’t hide that from him.

31. You’re thinking about a certain person right now, aren’t you? Actually no, I’m not. I’m thinking “YAY HOME SOON!!!”

32. What will you be doing in five years? Instantly I just want to say “not this”

34. Last 2 people to text you? B and Darkman. (The usual suspects, no?)

35. Do you know what you want to be when you grow up? No… good thing I’m far away from growing up.

36. Do you like to cuddle? I guess… I’ve recently had a co worker kind of taint that word I’m afraid.

37. When angry, do you get loud or quiet? If I’m ‘too’ angry and don’t want to cause unnecessary grief I go completely quiet. If I’m just angry enough to discuss why I’m angry, I’m LOOOOOOOUD.

38. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips? I’m sure a lot of people have seen me kiss Eoin on the lips.

39. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex? Typically my best friend is the opposite sex.

40. How’s your hair right now? Messy and tooooooooo long.