So Stupid... in Confused

I know I’m being so fucking stupid right now. The hubster and I went out for Valentine’s Day on Thursday, since he was out of town last night and tonight. I got him a card and a cute canvas our daughter painted. I didn’t get a card. I didn’t get anything. Now, I never expect anything from him anymore (he didn’t even send me anything for my birthday last year when he was out of town). It still hurts though.