Top 10 Fantasies - in no specific order in The Automatic Redirection of Negative and Often Repetitive Behaviors and The Instruction on How to Focus on a More Positive Way of Life

1. Walking to my car after getting out of work, someone grabs me, binds me, and takes me. - This turns me on because I have to surrender complete control.
2. In the summer, leaving my window open, having someone enter it and take me while i am sleeping, after making sure I couldn’t make any noise or move. - Again, this turns me on because of my lack of control.
3. On the beach, at the edge of the ocean, with the salty water misting all over our bodies and the rolling waves licking our toes, under a star filled sky in late August, waiting for meteors. - This turns me on because it has many things I enjoy combined in one. The ocean, how it stimulates your body, the stars exploding across the sky, soaking up your vision, and of course him and me.
4. Tie my up to a cross, body spread out like an X, then draw all over my body with a knife at a dungeon party. - This turns me on because I have to trust whoever is doing this and surrender completely.
5. Hold a knife to my neck while you’re fucking me from behind. When you tell me don’t move, and my body moves because of the force of your thrusts and I struggle oh so hard, just to stay still. - This turns me on because I would be pleasing you by doing what you tell me to do.
6. Another girl with us, and while we are fucking, she is licking my pussy while I am licking hers. - This turns me on because it is direct to the clit.
7. 32 guy cream pie gang bang - It turns me on to turn others on.
8. 2 Guys, one in the front and one in the back and another person male or female, holding a vibrator to my clit. - This turns me on because it is a sensory overload.
9. Having hard core, hate fuck sex in a crowded plaza somewhere in Europe where no one speaks English - Because I’m not an exhibitionist, but it’s not a hard limit. - Turns me on to make others turned on.
10. Having multiple persons putting their tongue all over me and being tied up while they do so, getting me all wet then putting an electro stim on e and forcing me to have an orgasm. - Lack of control really turns me on and I like to say no but be forced to do it anyway.

2 more because 1 and 2 are the same and the beach one is not extreme enough.

1. Being in the center of the room and having 50 guys around me jerking off until they cum all over me, covering my body with thick layers of glistening hot cum, while i play with myself in front of them all. - This turns me on because I know they are all turned on because they want to cum on me. I am the center of attention. I love attention.
2. Getting into an angry fight with someone and using weapons on each other to draw blood, not deeply, only superficially on the surface. Getting sweaty and mixing the blood with the sweat, our bodies crashing into each other and rubbing before he throws me down and hate fucks the shit out of me, trying to cum inside me without a condom while I am screaming and begging for him to not do it. - Lack. Of. Control. I don’t want to have to control myself and I don’t want him to have to control himself. Fuck control. Fuck me. Cum in my pussy. please :)