I just read the last “blog” I did years ago. My kids are too funny. There has been a lot. My mom has died, My best friend Krista moved, I broke up with Grover, Anthony moved back home, and I am dying.
So 8 days before my 30th birthday my mom went in to the ER after having what we thought was the flu. She was in the hospital a little over 24 hours when she was gone. I still think about walking around to her hall way there was a straight shoot at her room and I can see them working on her and hearing all the alarms. 2011 was the day a little bit of me died.
I have made a lot of mistakes over that time till 2013. I feel like sometimes that was moving Krista to Iowa, but I did it cause everyone needs to follow though. I thought our friendship would drift apart but I was wrong. I get to see her when she comes down. This last time was hard, I wont say more that that. I worry about the legal issues that can come this all. I miss her everyday, Miss that get up and go to tri cities for no reason person. She always made me giggle.
When I got back from Iowa I told him he was a shit boyfriend but a great friend. So I ended it. I guess we should back track a little. He keep the kids for the week I was gone. They missed school, didn’t always get feed. At that point I was done! My kids are well above anyone. I don’t know why I thought he could take care of my kids when he doesn’t take care of his own.
Well Anthony moved back November 2013. I was put into the hospital and he had no other choose. Well that is what I thought at first, come to find out the kids weren’t the only reason he moved back in. I know he wasn’t happy at Seth’s “house”. Everyone baring Marc is a joke there. They live like pigs and the house smells worse than that. We are doing good would love to say great but everyone has their up’s and down’s.
So to me....
I got sick November 12th, 2013 the day Alexi had surgery. I haven’t recovered from that really. I live a life of antibiotics. I have many of doctors look at me and tell me they have no clue. I saw I new doctor January 15th, 2015 and he point blank say you stop these meds and you will die, Scary when you have 3 kids that still need to be raised and a husband also who needs you.
I struggle everyday but I am a fighter!
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