Happy Birthday Chasey in General Chatterboxing

4 years ago my Cheesy Chasey bastian was born.

He and I have had a tough go at it. Maybe im an " odd mom" but he was my one kid i didnt connect to as well. I had bad depression during and after his pregnancy and it really effected our bond. That whole you bond when they are born thing? Not true, Fall in love when you see them? Nope. It took a very long time to REALLY connect to that boy. Talking months. I gave him to tony alot, i nursed him, changed him, held him, but handed him off when i could. I just had such a hard time. And obviously it was me. We had a really rough ride. But i did connect to him. Hes my sweet Chasey The Potamus ( just ask him, he will tell you!)

I weaned him early because of our lack of connection, at 15 months. That and i got pregnant, But i was done, so so done with it at that point. I know alot of people thing wow 15 months is a long time, that isnt early. But realize Logan went for 23 months and i forced weaned him too lol. He was my fully cloth diapered baby. I half and half conner and logan, too much work now lol. It really is! They are for emergencies only now.

Now Chase is... Well hes smart. He used to wow Conners pre-K teacher with his knowlage. He was on par with the 5 year olds, and he was two. Hes funny. He will say the funniest things and just crack you up. Hes sweet and thoughtful. He always picks me a flower for my hair. we are hoping he can start school this fall. Hes our Buddy. We call him buddy lol. :)