I suck in Out with the old, in with the new 2015

Hey guys… I’ve been so busy. A lot had happen, I got overwhelmed!

Mama’s celebration of life was last Saturday. It was nice. They couldn’t release her body, it’s still under investigating… I will talk more as soon it’s over with.

We signed to move out in April, it’s getting serious guys… I’m nervous! So we need to find a new place to move in. Searching and searching again :(

Lexi went to GOTR fitting meet yesterday, her size is in 5 girls. Her feet size is a inch shy from mine, this girl grow way too fast! This fall she will be in middle school :(

Mykl is getting still adjusting to going to matts every other weekend. I fight with him every time he’s suppose to go. A lot of whining ” I don’t want to go!!!!!” But when he’s there he’s ok. He knows he only going to be there Fri night to Sunday and that is better than a week straight.

Ryan is doing good, still work insane hours, 7-7 and some weekends 9-5. He’s trying to earn more money for the move and we are taking another Disney vacation this summer. I’m excited!

As for me, I don’t know how to start this.... I feel my arms are stretching in million different ways trying to help people. I need to take some time for myself, I need to remind that I can be selfish sometime.... So hard.

My BC ended first week of December. My period came right after that, then mama died, and I forgotten about renew my pills. So I’m 15 days late ( sigh) it never happen to me. My cycle is always on time even after when I end my pills. So it cud be the hormones or I cud be pregnant. I’m hoping it’s the hormones though..

Sigh… I’m getting by. Trying to stay afloat with how things are, even tho kids and Ryan is going great. I’m glad about that.