Getting tired of using my phone for these entries…
I’m sick right now. Tiger made me sick. I broke down in tears this afternoon while Bat and I were in bed getting ready to sleep because it’s not like I deliberately hurt her. I just married Bat. I didn’t even know about her at the time. When I found out about her and what happened between them, I welcomed her with open arms…wanted her to be with us because it’s me and Bat, but she’s incredibly special..and I didn’t want him to lose her and, quite honestly, I felt for her very strongly. They’ve known each other in a past life, they are both centuries older than I am. My minuscule existance is nothing compared to the ancient wisdom that Bat and Tiger hold together. Bat is much older than both of us, he’s much more broken down.
But in all of this…all my understanding and all of my fight, she still wants my head in a spike. All I did to make her hate me this much was marry Bat. I welcomed her with open arms and blood soaked wrists and she just shit in those wounds. So fuck it all. Yeah. I’m pissed. I’m infuriated. I only have Bats heart in mind. And women play games. I can’t trust women. This is twice now that I’ve had to pick up his broken pieces and I’m giving her one last chance. The way I see it, if she wants me dead then the feeling is mutual. She can go fuck herself. I’ve given everything and she still wants me buried. Whatever. I’m just an insignificant little speck of dust to her. But Bat chose me. I don’t know why. But he did.
This is one. Last. Chance. that’s it. After that I don’t care. I’ll kill her.or at least make sure she never fucking contacts him again. I’m pissed and sick of her making me puke....fuck up my nerves and make me sick! Fuck!
Later,
-Wolfy
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