Ady
He is the first guy I've ever gone out , with , and unfortunately I had my first kiss(es)! I was in the 8 grade and I liked a colleague of mine , but after , some very obvious hint's I got mad and stopped liking him. At that time I was desperate for a boyfriend , and this guy from my dance classes gave me a little bit of attention , we started texting , and soon we went out on a date. We have a hill in our city that is very famous and it is kind of "romantic" and we went, on a walk, to that hill. He kept trying to kiss me but I would turn my back on him , eventually we made it to a tunnel and he told me: "You've never kissed someone before? Am I right?" I said "Yes!" and I don't know why but I was embarrassed (It's stupid right?). I don't know why but he managed to convince me to kiss him , it wasn't a real kiss ,it was just like :* and done .It was wet and icky and I hated it , but he kept kissing me and I didn't stop him! On the way back home I just wanted to escape and I was glad when I got home. After this I was dying inside , no one knew about Ady (just Mary my friend) , but I wanted my sisters to know and tell me what to do , but I was scared to tell them , because I knew they were going to judge me , after 2 days of keeping it , to myself , I just had to tell them . At night time I just couldn't keep it any longer and shouted " I went out with Ady " , I don't think Jean was there , maybe she was sleeping , but I remember that Sam was very understanding: she asked me if I liked him and I told her that I don't want to go out with him anymore , then she said I have to tell him the truth (The part with the kissing I left out) The next day I took Mary with me and went to tell him , she was hidden so he wouldn't see her. I told him that I don't want to be with him anymore , I don't remember exactly how but I did it. After a few minutes I saw him crying , I didn't thought I meant so much to him , but maybe he was crying , because recently his girlfriend broke off with him too!!!
L or Orange (that is the code name me and Mary had)
He was my school mate ( the one that I mentioned in Ady's story ). O.K let's start with the beginning: In the fifth grade all my colleagues knew each other , except me and a girl ( let's call her Big- she wasn't fat , it's just her nickname , because she has very tall) we sat in the same bench (but it turn out she has a hore and next year I didn't sit with her). I was smart ( I still am ) but I was young , then , and I studied , and did my homework , I don't do that anymore:D But " L " studied harder and he was the top of the class ,and I wanted that .I hated him , because I thought he was just an asshole , a smart asshole. But you know what they say : "It's a fine line between love and hate " and in 7 grade I begun to like him.....in 8'th grade I still liked him but after I was very obvious and he didn't do anything I stopped...... Let's skip ahead to our Prom ( In 8'th grade we finish middle school and we are given an big exam that is going to decide at what school we are going to go next in function of our grade's.....we have a big prom ,before that , to celebrate our time together ) here my friend Mary told Orange that I like him (but I was over him and Mary didn't believe me) I noticed that something was wrong with him because he was always around me. After a time we went out , it was raining ( I love rain ) , and he told me that he liked me and he wants to go out but I told him: "I liked you once but I don't anymore , I hope it's Ok " or something like that , I was very happy at that time:D In 9'th grade I had( well have , actually ) just 4 old colleagues (4 boys) the rest are new people that I didn't knew , "L" wasn't one of the 4 but was very good friends with them ,one day he came visiting to our school , because we remained in the same school as before ( our school is very big and has classes from 1 to 12). When I saw him , all my old fillings , got me and I wanted to go out with him. After 6 months of hard working me and Mary made him ask me out again and we went to a movie , but I couldn't feel that we were going on the way of a relationship , it was just like friends. But Mary was his friend and told me that he thought it was a date , and I just ignored him after this , and I felt bad because he really was grate , the only problem was that he was smaller the me!!!I miss him , I want him as a friend but I haven't talked to him since the date , and that was in May. If I start to talk to him now , it's goanna be weird , right?
Vlad
This event is very close to the date I had with "L" , you see I was a volunteer at an International Film Festival and I met Vlad , we kept flirting and I kept mooching him , it was very fun . He was a hipster and liked old European movies and reading history book's , I liked this about him. After the festival was over , we went out to "The Great Gatsby" , he arrived late ,very late , and he wouldn't answer his phone , this made me worry , but eventually he arrived , still this put some tension on the date. He commentated a lot about the movie and said that is not as good as it should be ( I liked the movie ). I don't know what did it but I didn't want to go out with him again!!!Oh yes I forgot to tell you that this time I've actually told my mother about him:d...... After all that, I went to the country house with my grammy for the summer and when I got back home he asked me on facebook if I want to go out with him again , I thought that after 3 months he would forget about me but he didn't so I told him I was seeing someone now , even if that wasn't true!!!
So what do you think? Am I bad? Do I have the first date curse ,like I always say?
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