A spontaneous phone call - hey, let's drive into town later... She agreed. The entire drive the conversation was only about her job. I was like - is it impossible for you to leave work at work? I picked you up to take you away from work.
She became upset.
I took her to the mall to shop with some gift cards she had. We absolutely enjoyed every second - not much talking, just enjoying the moment.
I took her to eat at one of her favorite places. I am slowly noticing that the little playful banter we had all the way up to about 2 weeks ago - causes her to act like I offended her.
Something has changed.
The question I found myself asking myself internally was this - can I live like a roommate? I want to say yes because I don't want to lose her. But I'm not sure who she is anymore and I fear I already have. She would never admit it. She loves me but not as a husband. She loves me like a resource, a form of stability.
Can I live this way?
I sure hope so.
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