I can feel myself, my true self - slowly disappearing. I'm cold and distant. She reaches out to hug and I barely respond. I give her just enough to think I am. She shuts down when I initiate intimacy so why would I let myself continue to get rejected. It hurts but what choice do I have. Every time I give in to her and show her how much I desire her she pulls away. When I ignore her she acts as if I'm the most interesting person in the world. It's exhausting! I want to give back what I'm getting - I want to give too.
Is it me?
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