It is in this year so far that I have discovered something terrifying. Up until this point in my life, 26 long years that have passed, I have been living a miserable life. I have been greedy, vain, malicious, ungrateful, gluttonous, manipulative, unforgiving and unhappy. I have fought for pride where there was no need, and I have lied to maintain a perfect image of myself to others who could very easily see through the glass wall I built. I do not know why I ever thought that would work.
My “resolution” for this year was not so much that, a resolution, as it was a decision and a need. A pressing need for change and adaptation and forgiveness and renewal. A step forward instead of a constant drift in reverse. A realization that “imperfect” is more than just okay, it is essential. You cannot grow from perfection.
This year is where Earth meets Sky. Where balance and harmony are achieved in my life. Where I grow content with myself and the love of those around me. Where I accept how perfect all of my imperfections really are and how I learn and grow from them.
I am so in love.
Loading comments...