We were never really anything. And maybe that was good. There were no big expectations. It didnt have to become something.
I told you that you became my buddy. But that wasnt really the word. I could talk to you without having to explain everything first. One dont often get that…
I think I took that from you a lot. And somehow you seemed okay with it when I needed it. I hope I gave it back to you too. I tried to.
I keep thinking about that train ride home that night. Holding your hand. The hug when we said goodbye. I felt close to you then.
Didnt you tell me you love me? Or did I dream that? I remember telling you I love you too. Or maybe I just wanted to. I dont know anymore. It all blurs a bit now. Maybe we smoked too much on that vape of yours to remember clearly now.
Our time together was a rollercoaster. But not the kind I regret.
Ill come visit you soon. And then we will plan our little breakout. You said you wanted to do something cosy with me.
So well do that.
And until then,
I miss you.
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