Day 164 in NewOrderCure

Again with the not writing.  I don’t have a good reason.  There has been some changes.  I will write about some of them.  First after thoughtful consideration I decided to consult an attorney about my termination.  The reason I was concerned was because my best half works there and I am worried about retaliation and something happening to her.  My attorney said I have a good case and that I was wrongfully terminated.  He brought up 3 things right off.  I filled out a form stating my reason for wrongful termination to the labor commission .  My attorney told me we could skip that step however I want to do this the right way.  He recommended that I should fill out the form.  My new job is going well.  I got recognized by the management team there.  I am impressed with the management.  Whenever I see them they call me by name and ask how I am doing.  They generally care about their people.  Which is more than I can say about the bosses at my last job and the people that were the same level as me.  I am still working Monday-Friday.  I really enjoy having weekends off.  I met a new person that has been giving me advice about my situation.  She really encouraged me to go with the consult.  I am glad I did.  I have my recordings which she told me they were gold.  She told me that I said and asked all of the right questions and when I did ask them she pointed out that they just kept in talking and discounted everything I said.  I am thinking of going and talking to a counselor about this as along as they don’t put me on medication.  I have been doing better.  I even hung out with one my friends.  I think it had been over six months since we had gotten together.  Between surgery and losing my job I was worried about where I was going to land.  I pushed a lot of people away.  When I see people that know me and wonder where I have been it is hard because I want this situation to end and I really want this to be rectified and I hope by doing this it won’t happen to somebody else.  I didn’t finish my plant room project I really wanted to.  At least i have been watering my plants.  A lot of the plants are doing better then they have ever done.  I was strategic when I put the plants in the room.  My best half got me plant a while back and it is thriving.  It is doing so good.  I transplanted plant today that needed it.  It has been good.  Last week I mowed the lawn and I have been doing things more around the house.  We have ran in to a problem with feeding the outdoor cats.  The problem is with birds.  The birds like the cat food.  I ordered some kitty cat shelters to put the food in.  They had good reviews.  I looked at several.  The one I was going to buy said that the birds like it.  I ended up getting 2 cat shelters and I guess the reviews said that the birds won’t go in these so I hope I made a good decision.  Anyways now to what I have been listening to and watching.  First I have been listening to the sisters of mercy, the powerstation and genesis.  The sisters of mercy has a greatest hits albums and the last 3 songs really spoke to me.  The songs no time to cry, walk away and body and soul have been like my anthem.  The Genesis albums I have been listening to are the CDs of the way we walk volume 1 and 2 which was the tour for we can’t dance.  I have been watching no country for old men and the counselor.  I have a new favorite movie it’s called where to land.  It’s a Hal Hartley film and according to the special features it is going to be the last.  I hope it is not the last.  I have been watching hangar 1, unselect alien files and ancient aliens.  I am tired of watching stories about people killing other people or killing spouses.  Anyways I am going to try and post more often.  I know I say that a lot but I really mean to.  I hope that I can make it out of this part of  my life I am in right now.  Until next time end of line…….chris