i love a rainy night in back on my feet again

night time is easy...

day time is hard...

daylight hides nothing...

no secrets...

all lies...

night time holds me...

cradles me in its chilled embrace....

the rain gives me permission...

allows me to be the infected thing that i am...

infected with life...

infected with memory...

shuddering in my selfishness...

that i cannot let go...