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Burning April in My Life Is Cake, Here’s a Slice

April 21, 2026, 8:48 p.m.
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April 1, 2026

6:45 PM

Woke up in the good side of the bed today. Slowly resetted my sleeping pattern back to the way I wanted it to. Sleeping by 10 or 11 then waking up around 6 or 7. I have my fresh laundry but I can’t seem to find something to wear 😂 I dont feel like wearing anything today HAHAHA can I iust go to work naked? Why cant we all just walk around naked? HAHAHAHAHA idk I’m just kidding. I may wear my thick boots back today it’ll need a bit of cleaning but why not hahaha.

7:29 PM

People who abandon you in the middle of the ocean have no right to know how you made it to the shore.

7:32 PM

Yeah… my dad was smart. He’s right, it’s only reserved for my future family. Thanks Dad🥰

10:13 PM

Rare...

11:37 PM

Maaannchiiiillldd!!

Why you always come a running to me?

Fuck my life!

Won't you let an innocent woman be?

April 02, 2026

3:30 AM

So i just woke up. HAHAHAHAHAHA I've been taking a nap from 12:30 AM til 1AM called lunch, went back to sleep, woke up at 2:07, went back to sleep woke up at 3:30 HAHAHAHA damn. But im soo cold huhu i didn't bring a jacket. I think I'll take a siopao from the pantry and eat it here in my seat to warm my stomach.

3:54 AM

I'm bored.

4:53 AM

One day I'm gonna grow wings.

5:34 AM

The urge to be on the mountains again. Sipping cheap coffee or ramen under those whistling pine trees. I just want to clear my mind off. Tonight will be my last shift for a week, it'll be a long weekend ahead. I guess I'll be sleeping and cleaning the entire time hahahaha. Watching anime or Gordon Ramsay calling chefs donkey. I'll celebrate my birthday like how I usually do... sleep.

7:02 AM

I’m home now but …

8:52 AM

I woke up from my nap and dreamt about finishing my entries here till 9 AM. Wth even in my dreams I’m writing hahahaha. I’m having my breakfast while watching Hell’s Kitchen. I really did like what I was writing earlier in my dreams, idk why it felt so real.

11:14 AM

I’ll be closing this entry for today. My mind is empty.

12:38 PM

Can’t sleep. Yeah.. just feeling heavy. Very heavy.

They say that if you wanna say something, say it while you still can. Regardless of the outcome, just say it. Regret hits harder, while bruises can heal. I poured my heart out that day and it still haunts me. The same pain I felt when I lost dad. It’s the same exact thing. It was only that embrace that calmed me. I’ll never have it again for it was not meant for me. I mean who would want me of course.

One heavy sigh after another.

I guess that’s it. I’m never loving again. I guess it’s not meant for hypocrites like me, I’m nothing but useless.

3:41 PM

I can’t sleep.

10:13 PM

I was an hour late at work kasi di tumunog yung alarm ko and overslept. Well kulang talaga ako sa tulog but it doesn't matter. Slept at 5 PM and woke up at 9 PM. Aray hahahahah

10:53 PM

My back hurts, imma have my breakfast later on my break but man this back hurts a lot.

April 3, 2026

1:05 AM

LUNCH TIME!! Imma go out and play with some cats!

2:14 AM

Sooooo, hehe, I felt a bit better after that walk along my usual route. There were a lot of people though, which was annoying, but I had no choice. Then I stayed longer at the empty lot beside the Park Centrale Building because the street dogs there were wiggling their tails.

3:48 AM

**"**Charles Leclerc! Charles Leclerc!! Leclerc!! lecle... ughhuh ughsc *intense coughing*" is my new vocal stim.

5:02 AM

I was in a vc with other people and Im just murmuring and blabbering things by myself while they're having an actual conversation. AN THEY JUST LET ME ... they just lt me yap and yap about nonsense tings and i just noticed I've been doing it for an hour now.... they're just letting me beeee yapping about my vocal stims....... wtaf is wrong with me .... hahahahha

5:08 AM

me and my little world....

5:44 AM

tututroot max verstaqpppeenn

7:35 AM

Nothing. My mom just forgot about my birthday and now way I’m reminder her.

yeah… it shows if you don’t really matter.

Wala taga bayad lang talaga ako ng bills, taga grocery, taga linis, puta.

Yeah… just Gekko and me, from here on out.

8:23 AM

I remember being asked if I’d date myself and I thought “Yes, I would.” One of the reasons I still believe in love is because of how I love. I’ve seen love in the most difficult and strangest of forms and yeah, it conquered that.

8:52 PM

I was a forgiver indeed. I chose to love people again and again despite being walked on. I choose to see the good on people I have loved, but now I’m tired. With all the love I could give, I want to give it to the ones who actually deserve it.

9:02 PM

I just finished dinner and woke up around 8. Only had 3 hours of sleep on this 😭 I feel tired tho.

April 7, 2026

10:16 PM

I'm tired and sleepy. I might just take a lot of naps but I have so much to do. Just water and naps for the rest of the night I guess.

I's been a days since I journaled again, I know it's annoying me. Typing it on a phone is different from the felling I get when I run my pen on a paper or type the words. I need to take a nap huhu

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