Men...more trouble then they are worth Tuesday, November 23, 2004 in scarlet_dragon

yes you read that entry title right sorry men but sometimes you guys can be real assholes.....I guess I'm just a lil pissed off at the tiff my bf and I had...he's just a jerk sometimes when he says things that he knows will get me mad so then I go to say something ...I meantioned that fact that he never asks me to do n-e thing before he constults his friends who now lives in the apartment...I refered to them in a not nice sort of way...I just feel like Mike gets more action then me with Kris and Kris and mike are both stright if that mad n-e sense to n-e one it did in my mind...but after I was in the middle of that comment Kris hung up the phone on me and I was pissed so I call back and he pulls his usual stunt of not answering so I leave a really loud nasty message on his phone telling him I never want to talk to him ever again and if he wants to call me fine and I left a string of a few obsenties as well...but then I hung up and threw the phone and I was like 2 mins later feeling bad for being that mean but I stuck my ground I wasn't going to be calling him back....so he calls like 15 mins later and is like YOU DONE??I was like done with what??and he's like you know what and I'm like No but I'm also not appologying for what I said either...he's like fine...so we sat there in silence on the phone for like another 20 mins b/c that's how all of our phone convos are and then he's all like sighing and shit which really pisses me off I'm like if you have something better to do or if i'm intrupting your playing video games on the computer I guess I'll go and he's like well I worked all day I'm like wtf does that have to do with n-e and he didnt work all day just till 5 this evening but w/e....b/c he seems to think his time is more valuable then mine..and he thinks I just sit on my ass all day and do nothing it's ashame how his fucking apartment was always nice and clean and there was laundry done and clothes washed but yea I'd just sit around there all day and do nothing F*that....I'm sorry for this bitching entry but I need to do it b/c it makes me feel better it's not like we're fighting it just pisses me off when we sit there on the phone and he's like well I have nothing to talk about and when I try to talk about things he gives 2 shits less and isn't interested but If I do the same thing to him then I dont care about his life and his job etc etc w/e what a load of BS.AHHHHH it also annoys me to no end that he can't pick up a phone after getting off work at 5 this evening and it's now 11 and he didn't even call me I was the one to call him I know it's hard to reach over and pick up ur cell phone in the middle of playing ur ever so important computer game I swear I'm going to throw that whole computer out the window if the 2 of us ever do get married it will be the killer of our sex life b/c that's pretty much what it is now...cuz it's in the freaking bedroom.......ahhhh well the phones ringing I'm going to go thanks for letting me vent ttyl