Monday

like a bride over troubled water

vacation was quite nice.. had a few chill days.. watched phantom of the opera.. what an impressive piece of art. roadtrips have been made and two afternoons with friends/family have been spent.. what a nice week. (:

I havent made up my mind how in depth i wanna go when describing things here. but the GF and me had some deeptalk that kinda caught me "off guard".. nothing bad.. but somehow it made me cry a lot.. and I dont understand why... literally nothing bad was said... and all is well... dunno...maybe I am just not used to voicing my emotions and it feels vulnerable...i dont know... 

other than that: back to work was off to a bad start. was stuck in traffic for 15 minutes due to some complications on my way to work... 

dont even wanna mention what happened over the weekend.. trouble brewing in middle east big time a few people I knew flew to doha/dubai a few days before the attacks.. hope they'll all be fine.

other than that.. not a lot to say/tell. thoughts are racing sometimes... sometimes they arent... but for now I started a new savings account to build up a reserve for my next energy bill.... 

sigh

I absolutely believe in god. and I hate that fucker