Boy I feel dumb Wednesday, November 10, 2004 in scarlet_dragon

Man I feel stupid so the light that came on in my car ended up being the check vehical light and when I finally got to the place this morning their like well do you have a burnt out light and I'm like i dunno how should I know i never drive at nite...and my dad was like well when we were leaving here ur light flickered and then went out ...so the guys like well we'll look at it.and it will probably be like 3 hours....so we had to freakin kill 3 hours in the middle of no-where Ohio so we went to breakfast and my dad decided he wanted to make a trip down memory lane...and show me everywhere he went as a child....(me in car being bored as hell)...trying to sound interested b/c my dad was paying off my car insurance and probably the bill to fix my car..so then he's like well we still have 2 hours so he's like we could go back to my house which is like a 45min drive back and forth and i'm like why don't we just go see Grandma so we went over there and now I know why I never go there...like my grandpa looks like he's just pretty much dead which he is he sits there and that's about all he can do...it's quite sad but my grandma has an ass load of money and she sits there and bitches about him and everything under the sun...well she could put him in a home but she doesn't want all her money to be gone....Fthat I think I'd rather be poor than have to sit and take care of him all the Fin day.So we were there for like an hour or so and headed back to the car place and when we got there my car was sitting out front I'm freaking out thinking they have to replace all the electrical shit and it ends up being a burnt out light....I feel like such an ass....Like HELLO I"M A TOTAL GIRL HERE...and I don't know n-e thing about cars.So it was like$50.00 to replace the headlight but my dad paid for it and then he's like do you wanna go to lunch so I followed him 45 mins back to my house and dropped off my car and then we went to Panera's so it's been a long day and it's only like 1:30.But I've been up since 7 and went to bed at like 2 so I got like 5 hrs of sleep....and being around my father all days sorta drains you of all the engery you had...he tells the same stories over and over and then he like repeats the same saying like 4 times in 5 mins ANNYOING...and then he also forgot my BF's name..thanks Dad.That pissed me off....so now I'm sitting here thinking about everything I need to get done.I of course went to pick up a thing at the post office yesterday that they "couldn't" deliever....my ass they couldn't the f*in mailman just didn't get out of his truck to walk up the driveway so I had to go sign for that and I get home and there's another slip in the mailbox I was pissed....Grrr so now I have to run to the same post office again...I swear i should live there between all the mail i get and all the mail i send out I might ask about renting a room to live at there lol.Man i have a lot to talk about...I just noticed that my mom musta washed my sheet on my bed and I had all this wedding stuff sitting on my floor and last nite I was like well mom isn't go to see it so I'll just let it sit here...great now she probably saw it and is going to tell everyone that I have wedding stuff sitting on my floor...sigh.oh well something else for her to bitch about.My rooms a disaster.I should go clean it i guess I'll go do that now but i've still gotta write about what happened to my g-pa and dinner with my sister yesterday so I write about that later.!!!!c-ya