I left the wintery depths of my Forest eight months ago…Left the filthy rabbits to freeze to death in the cascading, icy, chaotic disgrace that was once my home. Left behind the holes I’ve dug to keep myself warm on the longest and coldest of nights and the beauty of the ice and snow that covered my wasteland. A grand beauty that was birthed from hatred, betrayal, loneliness and depression. I became obsessed with my world. I preferred my Forest to reality. Reality was my enemy. I wished to die in these Forests because I believed there was nothing and no one out there for me. The world is so corrupt. It’s disgusting, and scary, and…altogether hard as hell to deal with at times. And you want to give up. Everyone knows this feeling. When nothing goes your way and you just want to say FUCK IT!! I’M DONE!!! and pull the trigger. My Forest kept me alive. And though I was far from reality in my Forest, it also kept me the most sane. My Forest was the darkest and most secret place that I knew. The worst and the best place for me to be. And though I was alone and more or less safe, Those rabbits always tried to stare me down, taunting me, hoping I’d break so I could fall into their trap. But I’ve never let my guard down.
Until Bat. He was the only one who could coax me out of my Forest. And so he flew to me and I married him. He took me and he warmed me in his wings. He held me and told me he needed me. I’ll never forget the first time I seen those beautiful blue eyes for the first time, so deep.. My heart melts when I see them.. The icy flames that burn eternally in his eyes has set my Forest aflame and lit my path to find the warmth of his wings. My Bat, forever by my side as I am forever beside his.
(I speak metaphorically)
-Wolfy
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