3/16 in scarlet_dragon

I’m here. Things are…things. I guess. I dunno. When I pictured these years of my life this isn’t the picture I had in mind. Everyday was suppose to feel easier. It doesn’t. I guess the general state of the US makes everyday feel challenging.
Whenever I get in this mood it makes me want to take half of what I own and get rid of it. I think I need to task myself with finally getting some of those tasks taken care of this week. Next week will be full of appointments and things so I don’t expect to get much done then.
I went this morning and made a return to Michaels. It was an unfinished wood nesting doll set that I picked up randomly a few days ago but didn’t look over and saw it had a crack in it. I was going to just keep it but then said self just go return it. It was 12.00 so don’t just piss money away.
So I returned it but did pick up some wreath pins I needed to hopefully get this project finally finished. I’m tired of it laying in 15 pieces as well. I need to quit having great crafting ideas and then just going and buying the shit for it and then never doing it.
So anyways I returned that and then went over to Staples to make copies my weekly grocery list form I use because I was running lower on them. Well Their printer color ink must have been running low because the copies were shitty…but I can still use them but paying 23.00 for them seems crazy. I started going there in stead of printing them at home because it’s quicker for one and also I was going thru an entire ink cartridge which amounts to the about the same cost of copies.
Anywho the task is done but I was kicking myself when I went to walk in there because I had meant to take a bag of old electronic parts there for recycling. Like old charging cords etc. So that’ll have to be another day task.
I think I struggle with having too much clutter and how it affects my mental energy but then when I get rid of a lot of it I feel like the space needs filled up again. Or I’ll get stressed out and go on shopping sprees and it starts all over again. Obviously something I need to suss over with a therapist. Which was on my to do list last year but I wanted to get my physical heath figured out some before I opened a can of mental health onto it all.
Spring break is coming up here in about a month. I need to figure out if we’re doing anything or not. It’s been since summer since husband and son went to visit my Mom’s house. I was there in Nov to help with her surgery. But she’s also having her bathroom remodeled start of March I think so I don’t want to visit there if it’s in the middle of that mess.
I took pictures of my Hoka shoes I just need to list them for sale. They were literally only worn 3 maybe 4 times inside and once outside they look brand new. I know I won’t get full price for them but I do expect to at least get 100.00 for them. We shall see. I ordered a new pair of new balances instead. It was nice enough to go on our walk this afternoon and I need to start putting in at least 10-15 mins to start somewhere on the treadmill.
All these mini to do tasks that just feel like adult busy work.
I need to start prepping dinner here in about 15 mins so the son can eat some before he goes to work. Doing pulled pork in the instant pot.