A Picture is Worth A Thousand Words Friday, June 11, 2004 in scarlet_dragon

So I got this new photo album from my mom and I have these 3 old small photo albums so I was taking pictures out of them to put em' into the new one....and boy do old photos stir up some old emotions.I mean there's one's of my old best friend who we got into a huge fight close to the end of my Senior year and we never have talked to ever again,and then there's pictures of my sister and he ex- fiance it's hard to look at those pictures....it brings a few tears to my eyes...everyone thought they were going to be together forever and then suddently one day my sister needed space that he wouldn't give to her and it was over I mean they had even baught a house together and a kitten and they had everything...but I guess it just didn't work out I mean everyone in my family loved him and their family loved my sister like their own daughter and sister and grandchild...I mean do you know how hard it is when your sister's fiance comes over to your house when she's not there and sits down and just bawls like a child this from someone who you never saw an emotion like that it hurt him sooo bad and we were stuck in the middle I had to be there for my sister but then I wanted to be there for him too.He made a box of stuff for her b/c he couldn't sleep he wrote a 15 page letter front and back he made brownies the kind she loves out of the box and he never liked them he went to the grocery store at 3 in the morning b/c he couldn't sleep and got everything she would want to eat....but she never did go back to him...I wish I could just throw away these pictures but deep down I really don't b/c he was a BIG part of my life as well....sigh I knew I never should have went thru these pictures.