My Horoscope for today:
It may be difficult for you to get a focus on anything, Crystalline. The trick for you is to not take anything too emotionally. Keep things on the lighter, more mental side, and don’t get too frustrated if you can’t seem to find the tools to dig as deeply down as you would like. You may be more productive if you skim the tops of many things instead of trying to penetrate far below the surface of one thing in particular.
Today I will try to skim lightly on the tops of many things. Unfortunately, as the horoscope says, so far today it’s been difficult to focus on anything!
Okay. I have my list of things I need to get done today at work. I did find myself sitting in the car on the way to work with tears welling up in my eyes. No one reason in particular…just emotional today. And no, it’s not PMS…it’s that longing thing.
I “avoided” again last night. Was invited to get some drinks at a fun little establishment by my friend Beck. I told her that I had to work out, but could probably meet her out later. Well, as soon as I crawled into my apartment…a bit late and worn and torn (not even from working out, mind you), I again felt that need to just cocoon and wrap myself up and not emerge.
Drat. And it didn’t even work! I’m certainly not a butterfly today!
I sent a very apologetic e-mail to Beck this morning. She’s cool with it. I’m not. I hate to blow people off. I am promising myself from this day forth to try to avoid the “avoidance” tactic. It makes me feel too guilty.
Okay gotta run. Off to do some more surface work.
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