I meant to write a whole entry about an e-mail that I received from an internet friend of mine who used to have an OD diary. He keeps up with me here and sends me wonderful words of advice that I really should take to heart. If I’d just quit spazzing for a moment and take deep breaths and put everything in perspective, I’m sure I could turn this “boss” situation into something that will make me stronger/better/faster/able to leap over tall buildings.
Meanwhile, Enigma’s note in my last entry got me thinking too. I don’t want to appear so desperate to get outta this area that I sell myself short. I’m damn good, and I know it and others know it too. I have a sneaking suspicion that New Boss (needs a more descriptive name than NB or Asswipe, I think) was only trying to make a strong first impression. I guess because he wanted to let me know that he’s boss. He made that power play before I even had a chance. It was nasty, and it was extremely threatening. And it worked. Sheesh. I don’t know why all of a sudden people feel they need to intimidate me!! I don’t know how to play those high-pressure games, but I guess it’s time to learn or at least learn how to make this work in my favor.
I know this is happening for a reason. I know it. I know it.
And I’m really scared. I’m going to have to move waaaaay out of my comfort zone and just bite the bullet and make a major move.
And be a stronger person. And take risks.
Okay. This can only be a good thing. Relax. You can do this. YOU CAN DO THIS!
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