Killer? in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Dec. 30, 2002, midnight
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I’m up getting ready for work, but I just can’t seem to shake this freaked out feeling. Had a dream, and it’s all a bit fuzzy at this point, but it was really disturbing. Long story short, I killed a guy. Or rather, thought I killed a guy, but when I went back to check on his dead body, he was gone. He came back and found me and started mind-fucking with me and it was bizarre and scary and I knew he was going to kill me eventually. I woke before I let that happen.

Why do I dream about killing people? It’s a recurring theme for me. And if it’s truly all symbolic like the interpretations tell us, then what is my issue? In one of the interpretations I just read, killing someone in a dream actually means that I’m angry at myself! And that I want to change certain aspects of myself.

Whatever. All I know is that I knew the guy (in my dream….no idea who he is in real life)…and he was after me because I attempted to kill him, but instead of killing me right away when he found me, he decided to torture me by teasing and taunting me…

Hm. I could ponder all day, and I do have some thoughts…but I need to get ready for work now.


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