It’s Time. in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Jan. 1, 2003, midnight
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First entry of the year. I too (like so many) told myself I wasn’t going to write out any resolutions, but it just doesn’t feel right not doing so. So I’ve decided to make three resolutions this year. I used to put together whole laundry lists of stuff that I wanted to change or improve about myself. Ten, to be exact. And then I’d come back on the first of every month with a progress report. Woulda been fine if I could stick to my guns, but it would always fizzle out by April. That’s worse than making long lists to begin with!

So this year, I’m keeping it simple and positive. I know what I need to do. There’s no sense in belaboring certain things:

  • Be good to my body: I know what my body needs and what it doesn’t. I know how to get in good shape because I’ve been there. I know what drinking and smoking to excess does to me. I know how to take good care of myself. I know the rewards….they are sweet. This is not torturous. This feels good.
  • Be good to my mind: I don’t get enough culture. I don’t read enough. I spend too much time on the computer. I have dreams and thoughts and ideas running through my head all the time, yet I goof around and don’t see these things to fruition. I wasted far too many brain cells in 2002 on drinking and hangovers and beating myself up and sitting here dumping it all into this box. Like being good to my body, exercising my brain should feel good. Like a reward to myself.
  • Be good to the people around me: Instead of feeling sorry for myself because I’m the new kid in town, I’m going to get out there and enjoy. I’ve already planned to have a party once I get my apartment together. I’m spending lots of time, energy and $$$ on making this place look beautiful, why shouldn’t I share it? I’m going to reach out to people. I’ve already met some very cool people here. And it doesn’t necessarily have to be people in close proximity. I have friends all over the world. And there’s always room for more! Heck, I’m on a roll. I’m just going to keep the momentum going!

    These are doable. And enjoyable. And honestly, I’m excited about 2003. This is a complete turnaround from last year, when my life was frantic and complicated and out of control.

    Today, I feel refreshed. And ready.


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