Having lots of trouble dragging my ass out of bed in the morning lately. Not really sure why. Ive always been so good at getting up super early. Maybe all those mornings of getting up so early are finally getting to me. I just went through over an hour of hitting the snooze button, and now my morning routing is screwed. I like to use my mornings before work to straighten the apartment, do any dishes that Ive left in the sink, take care of bills, etc., and generally get my mind in the right mode for the day.
Today, Im kinda screwed. So, very quick entry here.
Eek. Theyre saying that a big snowstorm is approaching the area. More joy.
Went out with Unmentionable Boy last night. He took me to a sushi place. Was quite nervous about Midwestern sushi. Really not feeling very hot this morning. Could it be the sake?
Not really into Unmentionable Boy. And he’s such a great guy…smart, witty, lots of great experiences to share. I just can’t get myself into the spirit. In fact, my lack of enthusiasm caused him to back way down over the last few weeks. Got an e-mail from him the other day telling me that he quit calling me because I didnt seem like I was into the whole thing. Which surprised me a little because I thought I was at least faking it pretty well.
until I got a phone call from Secret Agent Guy yesterday. Hed called Sunday night to see if I wanted to do something this week too. And wed talked about Friday. He said hed check in with me later in the week. So he called yesterday, and asked if we should just call the whole thing off.
And then it hit me.
No wonder nobody around here seems like they really want to go out with me. Its because I act like I could care less! I am always too busy. Either preparing for a presentation, or having house guests or whatever. I never have time for anyone. Or so it appears to these guys. I mean, when two guys tell me the same thing on practically the same day, it sorta finally hits home.
I have more to write on this topic, but I dont have time and I dont really care. HAH! Im kidding, of course. But this seems to be the way of my life right now
Better go get ready for work now.
Loading comments...