Some possible sources of my anxiety:
New responsibilities at work have turned into full time job. That means a lot of extra office time (when Im in town) and a buttload of homework.
Though theres no real down or slow time at work, this is definitely the busiest time of the year.
Travel schedule is kicking my arse because of above points.
Need to have big presentation under belt before leaving for Miami on Sunday. [Possible ray of sunshine: if I can do that, I can relax for three days (sort of
its still work, but its South Beach, baybee!)]
Will be out of office all day today for special project at work. Supposed to be one of those team/creativity building exercises
but a whole day?! Cant afford that right now!!
Counterpart seems to breeze through her days and actually leaves early. How does she do that? I dont get it
am I doing something wrong?
Must find reputable accountant to do taxes. Have a feeling some serious bucks involved this year.
Still not losing weight though barely eating [well, confession: I have been blowing it about once a week with food and alcohol binges
.hmmmm]. Hovering 129-130 since just after Thanksgiving. Anna (with the luscious ass) gave me a gorgeous bikini and sarong while in L.A. last week. MUST lose at least 2 before Miami!
No time to work out. MUST make time.
No sign of sexual outlet in sight. Not even phone sex. Self-pleasure is depressing right now.
Another V-Day with no V.
Apartment is a pit.
Hot water is serious issue. Shower vacillates wildly between scalding hot and ice cold every 15-30 seconds. Not even exaggerating at all.
Zit on cheek.
Wrinkles.
Random white hairs.
Sense of self-worth wavering. Seem to be spinning wheels while only getting older.
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