I love you guys. Thank you for all of your suggestions. I am taking them to heart as we speak and Im getting everything in writing starting today.
Im working on a spreadsheet of sorts, listing each of my responsibilities, what my comments or concerns about each of them are, and possible solutions to each of my concerns. Its going to be a pretty big project, but at least Ill have everything down in writing. And its true, my boss does love to have everything there in black and white. And he still has yet to give me an appraisal anyway, so this can be used for both. I know that he honestly doesnt even have a clue of what I do. His attitude is, as long as Im getting the job done, then everything is fine and I can take on more responsibility. Ive made things look easy. And so hes piled it on. But my plate is full and overflowing now, and he needs to know that.
I think what Ill do is get everything together and take a day or two to make sure that Ive listed everything that I have a concern about and then e-mail it to my boss. Im going to tell him that Id like to have a one-on-one meeting with him regarding the issues after he gets back from vacation, but before the bitch session on the 30th. Im nervous about it, but I know hell appreciate the effort that Ive put into it and all of the clarifications and suggestions that Im making.
Been having some awesome dreams lately. Disturbing, yet fascinating. I cant really remember all of them, and many times I wake up thinking, wow I really need to remember this! Only to fall back to sleep and forget.
I do remember a couple of things from my dreams lately: a contest, alligators, a river, and flagging libido. Here are some insights that Ive found while cruising dream dictionaries on the net:
Alligator — Dream dictionary says, It is a dream of caution. Primordial fear. Be careful in making new speculations. It is a dream unfavorable to all persons connected to it.
River — Emptying. Flowing and active. Thinking its time to get rid of some feelings.
Contest — Competition. Rivalry
Lack of Lust- Well, the dream dictionary says that lust is, Eagerness for possession. Unfulfilled in life and need to be satisfied. Not sure what it means when Im not interested in sex in my dreams. Heres the interesting thing though: for years Ive had kind of a knack with having lucid dreams. And whenever Ive found myself in more of a lucid state, it seems like I always get horny and have sex with whoevers there at the time. Its almost comical. Like, in a dream I could be in a business meeting with a new vendor or something. It could be completely business-like, and all of a sudden, Ill find myself in more of a lucid state in my dream, and start hitting on him/her. And then we have sex. Bizarre, huh? I wonder why I seem to ALWAYS go for the sex? Its like, hey Im having a lucid dream I might as well go for it and have sex!! Am I perverted? But I guess the bigger question is: why am I not interested in dream sex lately? Let alone real life sex?!
Almost forgot that its St. Patricks Day! I love St. Pats! Hmmm wonder why? Could it be because I have all of the qualities that fit perfectly into this particular holiday? The Irish background (though my surname is Scottish), the red hair, the love of beer not to mention that green is my favorite color and looks good on me! I havent even made plans for the day. If I was truly hard core, I would have called in sick today to go to the big parade and then drink myself into a stupor this afternoon. Yeah. Im thinking my hard core days are over. What a crying shame.
I better go figure something out to make up for this horrible lack of respect for this sacred day!!!
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