Could the jig be up with Renee? I just found out that she had a party this weekend and I wasnt invited. Could it be that she knows Im digging Paul (her ex-boyfriend) and hates me now? Remember, Paul and I agreed not to say anything to anyone until (and if) we decided that we wanted to actually date. And honestly, like I said in my last entry, it really doesnt feel like were dating. But I guess we truly have been spending quite a bit of time together, havent we? Should we both be talking to Renee? Were both friends with her (well, I thought we were friends anyway). He much more than I.
So I ran into John (mutual friend) at lunch. He told me that they all missed me this weekend and wondered why I wasnt at Renees party. Uh well .I had no clue that there was a party. He acted all surprised. He said he thought for sure that hed seen me on the invitation list, but guess not. Maybe Paul went to the party?
Ugh. Feeling much like high school right now. Feeling very unpopular and unliked and possibly even the brunt of stupid gossip. Bleuh.
This is retarded.

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