I Kill Myself in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

Well, here’s something that will illustrate just how much I beat myself up: I got the job offer.

Speakerphone Man will not be my boss, but I will have to deal with him occasionally.

They want me immediately (Jan. 3rd), to start travel on Jan. 9th.

I’m excited, but freaking out.