How can it be always ME who screws everything up? Am I really that big of a jinx?
I am more sad today (on this One Year mark) than I’ve been in a long time.
I guess I embarrassed him last night while we were having dinner with his colleague. The Grrrrr and I made a delicious dinner, had excellent conversation, but when he was leaving to take Colleague back to his hotel, I could tell by the feel of his goodbye kiss that something was wrong. When he got back home he was distant and I could feel it still.
But instead of taking the attention away from his frustration, I guess I added a lot of fuel to the fire. I guess I can do that. Why do I always feel at fault.
Grrrrrr says I need to go to counseling. By myself. Because I’M the one who’s ruining our relationship.
Happy One Year.
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