It’s officially Day #3, and I’m sure I’ll write something in the morning. I’m just so, SO disappointed with Grrrrr right now I can barely contain myself. I don’t want to get into it. It just sucks. Again. I am officially too old for this shit, but I’m scared SHITLESS of the single life again. Terrified. So now what? Do I stay in a dysfunctional relationship or do I walk? It’s so easy to walk. I am leaning heavily towards walking. I just wish I didn’t hate myself so much.
Gag. This sounds so woe-is-me. But this is now a weekly occurance, and Grrrr knows it’s not healthy just as much as I do. We should just be as good to each other while we end this as we possibly can.
God, I love him so much.
More than anything.
I’m going to regret this entry.
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