Every morning I wake up, hoping this has all been a bad dream. No such luck this morning. I’m still so shocked that the EXMF is “ready to start and looking for a serious relationship”.
How on EARTH does somebody do that? How do you go from engaged one day to moving out the next to match.com the next and THEN to add to your profile that you are READY to start a SERIOUS relationship (after being divorced for four years–but NO mention of the fact that you LEFT your fiancee a mere WEEK AGO)??
And go on and on about how honest and sincere you are?
I get it to a point…you’ve spent the last two years with someone in a secure relationship and you don’t want to be alone. Believe me, I don’t want to be alone either.
But to run into the arms of another(s)? And think that you can make the last two years disappear? What. the. fuck.
Need a game plan to get this out of my skull. Need a game plan. I seriously feel like I’m dying a little. I don’t want to die. I want to snap out of it. But I know that snapping takes time.
Please, please, please…time be on my side. Please, and thank you.
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